Future: imagined.

I'd be happier in myself, a lot happier. I think of all the things that would change, mainly the aesthetic things. I'd look healthier, I'd have tone, I'd be able to buy well fitted, stylish and affordable clothes. My heart would work easier, i'd run faster, so much faster. I'd feel sexier, more vibrant and I guess a lot more alive, like I was actually living, and not sitting in neutral. I'd be able to swim faster, and actually contemplate seriously doing an iron man not just having it as a pipe dream. I'd be able to trail run without worrying about doing my ankles, my back would feel better, i'd feel better. I'd be so different, and I'd have no fear. I believe I am capable of anything, anything but this. I want to lead that life, not this one. I'd be happier. I'd be me.